PoKerFaCe Diary					Thursday 4, December 2008
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I want to be shallow like you by PoKerFaCe Age: 20  Sex: F 547 Entries # Entry Date 1 N/A 28/11/2008 02:14 GMT 2 N/A 17/10/2008 09:37 GMT 3 N/A 28/09/2008 03:44 GMT 4 where it all began 29/07/2008 03:40 GMT 5 ache 16/06/2008 07:37 GMT 6 Gone like a freight train. 05/06/2008 12:55 GMT 7 Goodbye 22/05/2008 05:09 GMT 8 Make love, not tears. 13/05/2008 11:13 GMT 9 N/A 10/05/2008 12:01 GMT 10 Back then 09/05/2008 11:49 GMT 11 My perfect one now 06/04/2008 12:34 GMT 12 What I used to think was perfect 04/04/2008 11:38 GMT 13 N/A 26/03/2008 08:23 GMT 14 mmd vs aag 15/03/2008 12:06 GMT 15 Chasing Cars 08/03/2008 11:44 GMT 16 PostSecret 24/02/2008 02:49 GMT 17 It's an "us" thing. 15/02/2008 11:44 GMT 18 Try me again. 19/01/2008 09:48 GMT 19 voices 30/12/2007 02:45 GMT 20 Never doubted you 23/12/2007 11:01 GMT 21 #4 16/12/2007 01:22 GMT 22 I forgot it... 13/12/2007 11:29 GMT 23 Plan it. 26/11/2007 04:34 GMT 24 She gave up. 25/11/2007 07:59 GMT 25 ...is just to love and be loved in return. 24/11/2007 11:34 GMT 26 I love... 22/11/2007 12:31 GMT 27 Five. 31/10/2007 12:17 GMT 28 I have never... 31/10/2007 12:15 GMT 29 A year later: 09/10/2007 12:57 GMT 30 Changed. 07/10/2007 12:26 GMT 31 If I were still heartless:: 05/10/2007 01:18 GMT 32 Touch me. Only you. For the rest of our lives. 02/10/2007 01:25 GMT 33 i still do 15/09/2007 02:35 GMT 34 And then it happened... 28/08/2007 12:23 GMT 35 When it's over... 15/08/2007 10:56 GMT 36 A part of the girl I used to be. 11/08/2007 12:16 GMT 37 Mother and daughter's achey breaky hearts 10/07/2007 10:57 GMT 38 A beautiful week 06/07/2007 11:34 GMT 39 This weekend. 05/07/2007 11:33 GMT 40 So long, so long. 26/06/2007 11:05 GMT 41 Sent. Recieved? 25/06/2007 11:26 GMT 42 I'm reading your note over again. 14/06/2007 11:33 GMT 43 Goodbye. 10/06/2007 11:39 GMT 44 Just breathe... 03/06/2007 02:40 GMT 45 An "I love". 15/05/2007 12:23 GMT 46 Finally speaking the truth. 11/05/2007 08:59 GMT 47 Inevitable failing 03/05/2007 03:01 GMT 48 Home for the summer 28/04/2007 01:36 GMT 49 The word unspoken 23/04/2007 10:28 GMT 50 Trust is underrated 16/04/2007 07:22 GMT 51 Inside 15/04/2007 10:04 GMT 52 S.k.e.e.t.e.r.'.s. 07/04/2007 10:03 GMT 53 Another. 07/04/2007 09:32 GMT 54 Relationship Survey 07/04/2007 09:25 GMT 55 I was ... when I:: 07/04/2007 01:36 GMT 56 Feeling. 02/04/2007 08:02 GMT 57 E-mail 26/03/2007 02:35 GMT 58 More in depth useless survey 13/03/2007 01:32 GMT 59 Treat me well and don't remind me I was raped. 10/03/2007 01:04 GMT 60 Official. 07/03/2007 09:21 GMT 61 Surveyness 03/03/2007 09:50 GMT 62 Be vulnerable for me. 03/03/2007 09:40 GMT 63 Old habits die hard 02/03/2007 11:06 GMT 64 Girl survey 02/03/2007 10:50 GMT 65 I'm obsessed with surveys. 01/03/2007 01:05 GMT 66 Woooo! 26/02/2007 12:25 GMT 67 Who I've come to need. 26/02/2007 01:24 GMT 68 Done. 23/02/2007 09:55 GMT 69 Turns me on... 20/02/2007 10:43 GMT 70 --Innocence-- 19/02/2007 11:17 GMT 71 Bored && addicted 19/02/2007 07:04 GMT 72 Who was your last? 19/02/2007 06:47 GMT 73 One Worddd 19/02/2007 06:40 GMT 74 Girly quotient 18/02/2007 09:05 GMT 75 ToP tEn 12/02/2007 10:42 GMT 76 Quotes 12/02/2007 07:31 GMT 77 Over it. 07/02/2007 02:09 GMT 78 Emotional. 07/02/2007 02:01 GMT 79 Completed. 04/02/2007 11:13 GMT 80 Misunderstood. 23/01/2007 02:26 GMT 81 Our deepest fear 22/01/2007 06:38 GMT 82 Break up songs 18/01/2007 03:09 GMT 83 Weekend 15/01/2007 11:53 GMT 84 Lips of an angel. 06/01/2007 11:41 GMT 85 What I am. 05/01/2007 12:29 GMT 86 Willingly 05/01/2007 03:59 GMT 87 Happy 2007 02/01/2007 11:52 GMT 88 Found this... 29/12/2006 01:01 GMT 89 18 dumb points 26/12/2006 08:37 GMT 90 I can't get you out of my head 23/12/2006 02:01 GMT 91 Beautiful Skies 23/12/2006 01:42 GMT 92 Dreaming of him 20/12/2006 12:56 GMT 93 Your Christmas letter... 17/12/2006 12:17 GMT 94 When I saw you. 17/12/2006 01:11 GMT 95 101 out of 144 12/12/2006 09:12 GMT 96 Turned on/off 09/12/2006 02:35 GMT 97 Perfection 07/12/2006 07:47 GMT 98 Kissing different ways... 05/12/2006 10:49 GMT 99 My wish for you... 05/12/2006 10:47 GMT 100 Back and forth. 04/12/2006 02:11 GMT 101 One word can say it all. 04/12/2006 01:59 GMT 102 Wasting my life away... 29/11/2006 09:15 GMT 103 So... 25/11/2006 11:25 GMT 104 Tomorrow 24/11/2006 01:38 GMT 105 Firsts, exs, and others. 22/11/2006 12:47 GMT 106 So true. 21/11/2006 11:44 GMT 107 Adorable... 21/11/2006 11:40 GMT 108 Relationship Survey 20/11/2006 11:45 GMT 109 ABC's 16/11/2006 10:48 GMT 110 iTunes 14/11/2006 10:47 GMT 111 Surveyness 14/11/2006 10:27 GMT 112 The cycle continues. 08/11/2006 12:42 GMT 113 October 30th... 31/10/2006 01:58 GMT 114 Top of the World 31/10/2006 01:57 GMT 115 What's this called? 29/10/2006 11:30 GMT 116 Beautiful 21/10/2006 12:08 GMT 117 N/A 19/10/2006 11:21 GMT 118 The Condom 18/10/2006 12:55 GMT 119 Advice for Myself 18/10/2006 01:08 GMT 120 Sex 04/10/2006 10:23 GMT 121 Second hookup 01/10/2006 10:57 GMT 122 Victim 27/09/2006 02:03 GMT 123 They can't save us now 20/09/2006 01:05 GMT 124 First college experience 17/09/2006 07:46 GMT 125 Haven't had time 16/09/2006 01:44 GMT 126 Survey 08/09/2006 04:03 GMT 127 First week of school 03/09/2006 09:20 GMT 128 ... 26/08/2006 11:12 GMT 129 On my own. 22/08/2006 12:23 GMT 130 Imperfection at its best. 21/08/2006 12:52 GMT 131 Just around the corner... 21/08/2006 12:45 GMT 132 The Best Deception 21/08/2006 12:36 GMT 133 N/A 18/08/2006 12:21 GMT 134 Survey. 17/08/2006 10:02 GMT 135 Goodbyes 17/08/2006 01:23 GMT 136 Redone. 15/08/2006 10:25 GMT 137 About moi. 15/08/2006 01:34 GMT 138 40 Randoms 14/08/2006 09:13 GMT 139 Dear Chelsea... 08/08/2006 03:01 GMT 140 The truth about forever. 07/08/2006 05:15 GMT 141 Mmmhmm. 06/08/2006 01:11 GMT 142 96 out of 145 06/08/2006 01:06 GMT 143 Breaking up is hard to do. 01/08/2006 10:39 GMT 144 Split. 01/08/2006 10:17 GMT 145 Lyrics 29/07/2006 01:41 GMT 146 Quotes 29/07/2006 01:16 GMT 147 If I died tomorrow... 29/07/2006 01:10 GMT 148 journal 28/07/2006 10:18 GMT 149 convo 27/07/2006 01:51 GMT 150 Brokeback Mountain 23/07/2006 11:28 GMT 151 Size matters 11/07/2006 01:35 GMT 152 50-50 10/07/2006 12:28 GMT 153 Self-destruction 10/07/2006 12:10 GMT 154 Dear you... 10/07/2006 01:27 GMT 155 Jimmy left. 09/07/2006 02:58 GMT 156 You just knew...and no one has since. 05/07/2006 12:51 GMT 157 North Carolina 05/07/2006 12:11 GMT 158 And the survey says... 04/07/2006 11:51 GMT 159 N/A 01/07/2006 09:58 GMT 160 Someone Like You 01/07/2006 08:42 GMT 161 His girl 28/06/2006 12:35 GMT 162 Autobiography 27/06/2006 01:09 GMT 163 Girl Confessions 26/06/2006 01:36 GMT 164 What you should know... 24/06/2006 01:21 GMT 165 mmmmmm 20/06/2006 12:15 GMT 166 randomness 18/06/2006 10:56 GMT 167 Screaming Infidelities 18/06/2006 10:49 GMT 168 once more 18/06/2006 07:51 GMT 169 Don't count them. 16/06/2006 10:05 GMT 170 Glass. 13/06/2006 11:55 GMT 171 This or That 13/06/2006 03:12 GMT 172 Random ?'s 13/06/2006 03:10 GMT 173 Heartbreaking... 09/06/2006 11:53 GMT 174 103 06/06/2006 10:58 GMT 175 Iiiiick. 02/06/2006 11:32 GMT 176 I'll let you know 02/06/2006 03:39 GMT 177 Learning 31/05/2006 12:53 GMT 178 Dear Eric... 31/05/2006 12:25 GMT 179 I really like this one. 31/05/2006 01:22 GMT 180 He wrote it... 31/05/2006 01:16 GMT 181 Epiphanys per usual 29/05/2006 01:13 GMT 182 Cross 27/05/2006 04:10 GMT 183 Quote 25/05/2006 10:48 GMT 184 The end of the beginning 24/05/2006 11:39 GMT 185 Collide 20/05/2006 01:36 GMT 186 off 14/05/2006 09:45 GMT 187 Pissed. 04/05/2006 10:02 GMT 188 Survey 04/05/2006 09:17 GMT 189 Unbelievably... 02/05/2006 09:40 GMT 190 Resurfacing 25/04/2006 09:48 GMT 191 He has it. 10/04/2006 09:38 GMT 192 I chose. 08/04/2006 08:55 GMT 193 Spring Break 02/04/2006 11:55 GMT 194 ...help me analyze... 25/03/2006 11:01 GMT 195 Where are you? 23/03/2006 07:20 GMT 196 We made history 19/03/2006 12:11 GMT 197 2006 15/03/2006 09:42 GMT 198 Tell me the difference 15/03/2006 09:36 GMT 199 Escape 12/03/2006 11:32 GMT 200 It's suffocating. 11/03/2006 10:58 GMT 201 What if... 06/03/2006 08:55 GMT 202 Just needed to write. 05/03/2006 05:59 GMT 203 You know I don't handle this well 04/03/2006 12:16 GMT 204 First words. 02/03/2006 03:44 GMT 205 My high school 02/03/2006 03:38 GMT 206 Currently... 02/03/2006 03:31 GMT 207 Turned on! Or...off...? 26/02/2006 08:50 GMT 208 Everyday... 26/02/2006 04:50 GMT 209 So in denial. 24/02/2006 03:33 GMT 210 My new boy... 22/02/2006 04:10 GMT 211 My house is a very, very, very fine house. 22/02/2006 04:02 GMT 212 Another survey for my pleasure. 20/02/2006 06:48 GMT 213 Another one... 16/02/2006 04:32 GMT 214 Questionaire. 16/02/2006 03:35 GMT 215 To tell or not to tell... 12/02/2006 09:40 GMT 216 So what does it all mean? 06/02/2006 09:16 GMT 217 What I should've told you 29/01/2006 09:20 GMT 218 Just an interesting outlook... 22/01/2006 04:21 GMT 219 If I were to die tomorrow, I would miss... 22/01/2006 01:31 GMT 220 I didn't quit...I moved on. 14/01/2006 11:53 GMT 221 Three Things... 14/01/2006 02:43 GMT 222 Guilty or Innocent? 12/01/2006 05:47 GMT 223 If you were to die tomorrow... 10/01/2006 07:06 GMT 224 About moi 10/01/2006 06:51 GMT 225 Girly Stuff 10/01/2006 06:48 GMT 226 Happy New Year 01/01/2006 07:41 GMT 227 10 Layers of Myself 30/12/2005 09:20 GMT 228 In 2005 I... 30/12/2005 09:17 GMT 229 N/A 28/12/2005 02:42 GMT 230 Another one, SORRY! 21/12/2005 12:27 GMT 231 Just a survey 21/12/2005 12:13 GMT 232 Countdown 21/12/2005 12:05 GMT 233 Feelin weird 18/12/2005 12:05 GMT 234 How many different ways have you kissed? 15/12/2005 04:51 GMT 235 Survey...an actual intelligent one. 15/12/2005 04:41 GMT 236 I just don't know. 27/11/2005 01:47 GMT 237 And now...we're okay 26/11/2005 05:56 GMT 238 Haven't been around here lately... 17/11/2005 05:39 GMT 239 Capital Punishment 02/11/2005 03:04 GMT 240 N/A 31/10/2005 06:01 GMT 241 yeahhh 31/10/2005 05:45 GMT 242 No Time 20/10/2005 07:25 GMT 243 Just...something. 09/10/2005 07:45 GMT 244 Homecoming 2005...and then some. 02/10/2005 10:56 GMT 245 Just a letter... 02/10/2005 09:30 GMT 246 its what i want... 25/09/2005 08:33 GMT 247 weakness 23/09/2005 10:24 GMT 248 bidding my time away... 20/09/2005 03:50 GMT 249 tony's voice 19/09/2005 08:27 GMT 250 coward 18/09/2005 07:42 GMT 251 writing 16/09/2005 07:04 GMT 252 Michigan College Students 15/09/2005 09:21 GMT 253 Scholarships = help me 10/09/2005 11:01 GMT 254 Epic War 09/09/2005 10:07 GMT 255 say what 07/09/2005 09:34 GMT 256 i wish 04/09/2005 07:31 GMT 257 Shawshank Redemption 03/09/2005 11:30 GMT 258 you 01/09/2005 10:32 GMT 259 Senior Year- first day 30/08/2005 09:22 GMT 260 We just don't do losing 27/08/2005 11:26 GMT 261 ahhhh 26/08/2005 10:55 GMT 262 Absence of Flaw 24/08/2005 10:13 GMT 263 In love 22/08/2005 11:52 GMT 264 Virginity 20/08/2005 12:29 GMT 265 Beauty 19/08/2005 12:43 GMT 266 I'm...empty. 19/08/2005 10:54 GMT 267 his body...and i cry 18/08/2005 12:01 GMT 268 Pray 16/08/2005 11:23 GMT 269 Good 16/08/2005 05:10 GMT 270 His death 04/08/2005 11:55 GMT 271 looking at you will do 03/08/2005 12:22 GMT 272 Suicidal shit 03/08/2005 04:52 GMT 273 Nothing 30/07/2005 11:03 GMT 274 Epiphany #497 28/07/2005 11:06 GMT 275 hope 28/07/2005 06:53 GMT 276 I'm a weirdo! 27/07/2005 11:26 GMT 277 Science vs. Religion 26/07/2005 06:11 GMT 278 St. Peter 26/07/2005 06:08 GMT 279 They're done 25/07/2005 03:50 GMT 280 N/A 24/07/2005 12:31 GMT 281 Vaycay 15/07/2005 11:35 GMT 282 I can't do this anymore 14/07/2005 11:56 GMT 283 Sometimes I am what I am 12/07/2005 08:39 GMT 284 N/A 10/07/2005 07:37 GMT 285 what HAPPENED 07/07/2005 10:43 GMT 286 Michael Moore? 05/07/2005 11:33 GMT 287 Momentous Occasion 05/07/2005 11:31 GMT 288 N/A 04/07/2005 10:33 GMT 289 Cause the Lord made me hard to handle 03/07/2005 08:14 GMT 290 Not sure...but I'm okay 30/06/2005 11:13 GMT 291 N/A 30/06/2005 04:15 GMT 292 Flustered as wsh would say 29/06/2005 07:02 GMT 293 N/A 27/06/2005 11:25 GMT 294 Sole problem: Me 27/06/2005 11:16 GMT 295 Pieces 24/06/2005 12:12 GMT 296 Wooooooork out 24/06/2005 06:28 GMT 297 I miss you 23/06/2005 10:52 GMT 298 N/A 23/06/2005 09:44 GMT 299 ug 21/06/2005 11:42 GMT 300 Some Amazing Quotes... 20/06/2005 12:47 GMT 301 The boy who blocked his own shot 20/06/2005 11:05 GMT 302 unforgetable 20/06/2005 01:15 GMT 303 newold 16/06/2005 09:29 GMT 304 Summer 15/06/2005 04:03 GMT 305 the shell 14/06/2005 11:40 GMT 306 It was him 14/06/2005 11:25 GMT 307 fading 14/06/2005 11:15 GMT 308 From NC 14/06/2005 10:54 GMT 309 answers and soap 12/06/2005 11:16 GMT 310 Passion 11/06/2005 10:48 GMT 311 Last day of regular school 07/06/2005 08:58 GMT 312 Back Roads 06/06/2005 08:59 GMT 313 N/A 04/06/2005 09:25 GMT 314 One more week 03/06/2005 03:43 GMT