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I was aching when I was 14 so I needed to make this. It just so happens I kept aching so I kept writing. It's gotten better. Now I'm just growing.
I want to be shallow like you
by PoKerFaCe 		Age: 20  Sex: F
551 Entries
# Entry Date
1 N/A 30/12/2008 05:55 GMT
2 Quotes 25/12/2008 09:51 GMT
3 N/A 08/12/2008 09:25 GMT
4 N/A 07/12/2008 05:52 GMT
5 N/A 28/11/2008 02:14 GMT
6 N/A 17/10/2008 09:37 GMT
7 N/A 28/09/2008 03:44 GMT
8 where it all began 29/07/2008 03:40 GMT
9 ache 16/06/2008 07:37 GMT
10 Gone like a freight train. 05/06/2008 12:55 GMT
11 Goodbye 22/05/2008 05:09 GMT
12 Make love, not tears. 13/05/2008 11:13 GMT
13 N/A 10/05/2008 12:01 GMT
14 Back then 09/05/2008 11:49 GMT
15 My perfect one now 06/04/2008 12:34 GMT
16 What I used to think was perfect 04/04/2008 11:38 GMT
17 N/A 26/03/2008 08:23 GMT
18 mmd vs aag 15/03/2008 12:06 GMT
19 Chasing Cars 08/03/2008 11:44 GMT
20 PostSecret 24/02/2008 02:49 GMT
21 It's an "us" thing. 15/02/2008 11:44 GMT
22 Try me again. 19/01/2008 09:48 GMT
23 voices 30/12/2007 02:45 GMT
24 Never doubted you 23/12/2007 11:01 GMT
25 #4 16/12/2007 01:22 GMT
26 I forgot it... 13/12/2007 11:29 GMT
27 Plan it. 26/11/2007 04:34 GMT
28 She gave up. 25/11/2007 07:59 GMT
29 ...is just to love and be loved in return. 24/11/2007 11:34 GMT
30 I love... 22/11/2007 12:31 GMT
31 Five. 31/10/2007 12:17 GMT
32 I have never... 31/10/2007 12:15 GMT
33 A year later: 09/10/2007 12:57 GMT
34 Changed. 07/10/2007 12:26 GMT
35 If I were still heartless:: 05/10/2007 01:18 GMT
36 Touch me. Only you. For the rest of our lives. 02/10/2007 01:25 GMT
37 i still do 15/09/2007 02:35 GMT
38 And then it happened... 28/08/2007 12:23 GMT
39 When it's over... 15/08/2007 10:56 GMT
40 A part of the girl I used to be. 11/08/2007 12:16 GMT
41 Mother and daughter's achey breaky hearts 10/07/2007 10:57 GMT
42 A beautiful week 06/07/2007 11:34 GMT
43 This weekend. 05/07/2007 11:33 GMT
44 So long, so long. 26/06/2007 11:05 GMT
45 Sent. Recieved? 25/06/2007 11:26 GMT
46 I'm reading your note over again. 14/06/2007 11:33 GMT
47 Goodbye. 10/06/2007 11:39 GMT
48 Just breathe... 03/06/2007 02:40 GMT
49 An "I love". 15/05/2007 12:23 GMT
50 Finally speaking the truth. 11/05/2007 08:59 GMT
51 Inevitable failing 03/05/2007 03:01 GMT
52 Home for the summer 28/04/2007 01:36 GMT
53 The word unspoken 23/04/2007 10:28 GMT
54 Trust is underrated 16/04/2007 07:22 GMT
55 Inside 15/04/2007 10:04 GMT
56 S.k.e.e.t.e.r.'.s. 07/04/2007 10:03 GMT
57 Another. 07/04/2007 09:32 GMT
58 Relationship Survey 07/04/2007 09:25 GMT
59 I was ... when I:: 07/04/2007 01:36 GMT
60 Feeling. 02/04/2007 08:02 GMT
61 E-mail 26/03/2007 02:35 GMT
62 More in depth useless survey 13/03/2007 01:32 GMT
63 Treat me well and don't remind me I was raped. 10/03/2007 01:04 GMT
64 Official. 07/03/2007 09:21 GMT
65 Surveyness 03/03/2007 09:50 GMT
66 Be vulnerable for me. 03/03/2007 09:40 GMT
67 Old habits die hard 02/03/2007 11:06 GMT
68 Girl survey 02/03/2007 10:50 GMT
69 I'm obsessed with surveys. 01/03/2007 01:05 GMT
70 Woooo! 26/02/2007 12:25 GMT
71 Who I've come to need. 26/02/2007 01:24 GMT
72 Done. 23/02/2007 09:55 GMT
73 Turns me on... 20/02/2007 10:43 GMT
74 --Innocence-- 19/02/2007 11:17 GMT
75 Bored && addicted 19/02/2007 07:04 GMT
76 Who was your last? 19/02/2007 06:47 GMT
77 One Worddd 19/02/2007 06:40 GMT
78 Girly quotient 18/02/2007 09:05 GMT
79 ToP tEn 12/02/2007 10:42 GMT
80 Quotes 12/02/2007 07:31 GMT
81 Over it. 07/02/2007 02:09 GMT
82 Emotional. 07/02/2007 02:01 GMT
83 Completed. 04/02/2007 11:13 GMT
84 Misunderstood. 23/01/2007 02:26 GMT
85 Our deepest fear 22/01/2007 06:38 GMT
86 Break up songs 18/01/2007 03:09 GMT
87 Weekend 15/01/2007 11:53 GMT
88 Lips of an angel. 06/01/2007 11:41 GMT
89 What I am. 05/01/2007 12:29 GMT
90 Willingly 05/01/2007 03:59 GMT
91 Happy 2007 02/01/2007 11:52 GMT
92 Found this... 29/12/2006 01:01 GMT
93 18 dumb points 26/12/2006 08:37 GMT
94 I can't get you out of my head 23/12/2006 02:01 GMT
95 Beautiful Skies 23/12/2006 01:42 GMT
96 Dreaming of him 20/12/2006 12:56 GMT
97 Your Christmas letter... 17/12/2006 12:17 GMT
98 When I saw you. 17/12/2006 01:11 GMT
99 101 out of 144 12/12/2006 09:12 GMT
100 Turned on/off 09/12/2006 02:35 GMT
101 Perfection 07/12/2006 07:47 GMT
102 Kissing different ways... 05/12/2006 10:49 GMT
103 My wish for you... 05/12/2006 10:47 GMT
104 Back and forth. 04/12/2006 02:11 GMT
105 One word can say it all. 04/12/2006 01:59 GMT
106 Wasting my life away... 29/11/2006 09:15 GMT
107 So... 25/11/2006 11:25 GMT
108 Tomorrow 24/11/2006 01:38 GMT
109 Firsts, exs, and others. 22/11/2006 12:47 GMT
110 So true. 21/11/2006 11:44 GMT
111 Adorable... 21/11/2006 11:40 GMT
112 Relationship Survey 20/11/2006 11:45 GMT
113 ABC's 16/11/2006 10:48 GMT
114 iTunes 14/11/2006 10:47 GMT
115 Surveyness 14/11/2006 10:27 GMT
116 The cycle continues. 08/11/2006 12:42 GMT
117 October 30th... 31/10/2006 01:58 GMT
118 Top of the World 31/10/2006 01:57 GMT
119 What's this called? 29/10/2006 11:30 GMT
120 Beautiful 21/10/2006 12:08 GMT
121 N/A 19/10/2006 11:21 GMT
122 The Condom 18/10/2006 12:55 GMT
123 Advice for Myself 18/10/2006 01:08 GMT
124 Sex 04/10/2006 10:23 GMT
125 Second hookup 01/10/2006 10:57 GMT
126 Victim 27/09/2006 02:03 GMT
127 They can't save us now 20/09/2006 01:05 GMT
128 First college experience 17/09/2006 07:46 GMT
129 Haven't had time 16/09/2006 01:44 GMT
130 Survey 08/09/2006 04:03 GMT
131 First week of school 03/09/2006 09:20 GMT
132 ... 26/08/2006 11:12 GMT
133 On my own. 22/08/2006 12:23 GMT
134 Imperfection at its best. 21/08/2006 12:52 GMT
135 Just around the corner... 21/08/2006 12:45 GMT
136 The Best Deception 21/08/2006 12:36 GMT
137 N/A 18/08/2006 12:21 GMT
138 Survey. 17/08/2006 10:02 GMT
139 Goodbyes 17/08/2006 01:23 GMT
140 Redone. 15/08/2006 10:25 GMT
141 About moi. 15/08/2006 01:34 GMT
142 40 Randoms 14/08/2006 09:13 GMT
143 Dear Chelsea... 08/08/2006 03:01 GMT
144 The truth about forever. 07/08/2006 05:15 GMT
145 Mmmhmm. 06/08/2006 01:11 GMT
146 96 out of 145 06/08/2006 01:06 GMT
147 Breaking up is hard to do. 01/08/2006 10:39 GMT
148 Split. 01/08/2006 10:17 GMT
149 Lyrics 29/07/2006 01:41 GMT
150 Quotes 29/07/2006 01:16 GMT
151 If I died tomorrow... 29/07/2006 01:10 GMT
152 journal 28/07/2006 10:18 GMT
153 convo 27/07/2006 01:51 GMT
154 Brokeback Mountain 23/07/2006 11:28 GMT
155 Size matters 11/07/2006 01:35 GMT
156 50-50 10/07/2006 12:28 GMT
157 Self-destruction 10/07/2006 12:10 GMT
158 Dear you... 10/07/2006 01:27 GMT
159 Jimmy left. 09/07/2006 02:58 GMT
160 You just knew...and no one has since. 05/07/2006 12:51 GMT
161 North Carolina 05/07/2006 12:11 GMT
162 And the survey says... 04/07/2006 11:51 GMT
163 N/A 01/07/2006 09:58 GMT
164 Someone Like You 01/07/2006 08:42 GMT
165 His girl 28/06/2006 12:35 GMT
166 Autobiography 27/06/2006 01:09 GMT
167 Girl Confessions 26/06/2006 01:36 GMT
168 What you should know... 24/06/2006 01:21 GMT
169 mmmmmm 20/06/2006 12:15 GMT
170 randomness 18/06/2006 10:56 GMT
171 Screaming Infidelities 18/06/2006 10:49 GMT
172 once more 18/06/2006 07:51 GMT
173 Don't count them. 16/06/2006 10:05 GMT
174 Glass. 13/06/2006 11:55 GMT
175 This or That 13/06/2006 03:12 GMT
176 Random ?'s 13/06/2006 03:10 GMT
177 Heartbreaking... 09/06/2006 11:53 GMT
178 103 06/06/2006 10:58 GMT
179 Iiiiick. 02/06/2006 11:32 GMT
180 I'll let you know 02/06/2006 03:39 GMT
181 Learning 31/05/2006 12:53 GMT
182 Dear Eric... 31/05/2006 12:25 GMT
183 I really like this one. 31/05/2006 01:22 GMT
184 He wrote it... 31/05/2006 01:16 GMT
185 Epiphanys per usual 29/05/2006 01:13 GMT
186 Cross 27/05/2006 04:10 GMT
187 Quote 25/05/2006 10:48 GMT
188 The end of the beginning 24/05/2006 11:39 GMT
189 Collide 20/05/2006 01:36 GMT
190 off 14/05/2006 09:45 GMT
191 Pissed. 04/05/2006 10:02 GMT
192 Survey 04/05/2006 09:17 GMT
193 Unbelievably... 02/05/2006 09:40 GMT
194 Resurfacing 25/04/2006 09:48 GMT
195 He has it. 10/04/2006 09:38 GMT
196 I chose. 08/04/2006 08:55 GMT
197 Spring Break 02/04/2006 11:55 GMT
198 ...help me analyze... 25/03/2006 11:01 GMT
199 Where are you? 23/03/2006 07:20 GMT
200 We made history 19/03/2006 12:11 GMT
201 2006 15/03/2006 09:42 GMT
202 Tell me the difference 15/03/2006 09:36 GMT
203 Escape 12/03/2006 11:32 GMT
204 It's suffocating. 11/03/2006 10:58 GMT
205 What if... 06/03/2006 08:55 GMT
206 Just needed to write. 05/03/2006 05:59 GMT
207 You know I don't handle this well 04/03/2006 12:16 GMT
208 First words. 02/03/2006 03:44 GMT
209 My high school 02/03/2006 03:38 GMT
210 Currently... 02/03/2006 03:31 GMT
211 Turned on! Or...off...? 26/02/2006 08:50 GMT
212 Everyday... 26/02/2006 04:50 GMT
213 So in denial. 24/02/2006 03:33 GMT
214 My new boy... 22/02/2006 04:10 GMT
215 My house is a very, very, very fine house. 22/02/2006 04:02 GMT
216 Another survey for my pleasure. 20/02/2006 06:48 GMT
217 Another one... 16/02/2006 04:32 GMT
218 Questionaire. 16/02/2006 03:35 GMT
219 To tell or not to tell... 12/02/2006 09:40 GMT
220 So what does it all mean? 06/02/2006 09:16 GMT
221 What I should've told you 29/01/2006 09:20 GMT
222 Just an interesting outlook... 22/01/2006 04:21 GMT
223 If I were to die tomorrow, I would miss... 22/01/2006 01:31 GMT
224 I didn't quit...I moved on. 14/01/2006 11:53 GMT
225 Three Things... 14/01/2006 02:43 GMT
226 Guilty or Innocent? 12/01/2006 05:47 GMT
227 If you were to die tomorrow... 10/01/2006 07:06 GMT
228 About moi 10/01/2006 06:51 GMT
229 Girly Stuff 10/01/2006 06:48 GMT
230 Happy New Year 01/01/2006 07:41 GMT
231 10 Layers of Myself 30/12/2005 09:20 GMT
232 In 2005 I... 30/12/2005 09:17 GMT
233 N/A 28/12/2005 02:42 GMT
234 Another one, SORRY! 21/12/2005 12:27 GMT
235 Just a survey 21/12/2005 12:13 GMT
236 Countdown 21/12/2005 12:05 GMT
237 Feelin weird 18/12/2005 12:05 GMT
238 How many different ways have you kissed? 15/12/2005 04:51 GMT
239 Survey...an actual intelligent one. 15/12/2005 04:41 GMT
240 I just don't know. 27/11/2005 01:47 GMT
241 And now...we're okay 26/11/2005 05:56 GMT
242 Haven't been around here lately... 17/11/2005 05:39 GMT
243 Capital Punishment 02/11/2005 03:04 GMT
244 N/A 31/10/2005 06:01 GMT
245 yeahhh 31/10/2005 05:45 GMT
246 No Time 20/10/2005 07:25 GMT
247 Just...something. 09/10/2005 07:45 GMT
248 Homecoming 2005...and then some. 02/10/2005 10:56 GMT
249 Just a letter... 02/10/2005 09:30 GMT
250 its what i want... 25/09/2005 08:33 GMT
251 weakness 23/09/2005 10:24 GMT
252 bidding my time away... 20/09/2005 03:50 GMT
253 tony's voice 19/09/2005 08:27 GMT
254 coward 18/09/2005 07:42 GMT
255 writing 16/09/2005 07:04 GMT
256 Michigan College Students 15/09/2005 09:21 GMT
257 Scholarships = help me 10/09/2005 11:01 GMT
258 Epic War 09/09/2005 10:07 GMT
259 say what 07/09/2005 09:34 GMT
260 i wish 04/09/2005 07:31 GMT
261 Shawshank Redemption 03/09/2005 11:30 GMT
262 you 01/09/2005 10:32 GMT
263 Senior Year- first day 30/08/2005 09:22 GMT
264 We just don't do losing 27/08/2005 11:26 GMT
265 ahhhh 26/08/2005 10:55 GMT
266 Absence of Flaw 24/08/2005 10:13 GMT
267 In love 22/08/2005 11:52 GMT
268 Virginity 20/08/2005 12:29 GMT
269 Beauty 19/08/2005 12:43 GMT
270 I'm...empty. 19/08/2005 10:54 GMT
271 his body...and i cry 18/08/2005 12:01 GMT
272 Pray 16/08/2005 11:23 GMT
273 Good 16/08/2005 05:10 GMT
274 His death 04/08/2005 11:55 GMT
275 looking at you will do 03/08/2005 12:22 GMT
276 Suicidal shit 03/08/2005 04:52 GMT
277 Nothing 30/07/2005 11:03 GMT
278 Epiphany #497 28/07/2005 11:06 GMT
279 hope 28/07/2005 06:53 GMT
280 I'm a weirdo! 27/07/2005 11:26 GMT
281 Science vs. Religion 26/07/2005 06:11 GMT
282 St. Peter 26/07/2005 06:08 GMT
283 They're done 25/07/2005 03:50 GMT
284 N/A 24/07/2005 12:31 GMT
285 Vaycay 15/07/2005 11:35 GMT
286 I can't do this anymore 14/07/2005 11:56 GMT
287 Sometimes I am what I am 12/07/2005 08:39 GMT
288 N/A 10/07/2005 07:37 GMT
289 what HAPPENED 07/07/2005 10:43 GMT
290 Michael Moore? 05/07/2005 11:33 GMT
291 Momentous Occasion 05/07/2005 11:31 GMT
292 N/A 04/07/2005 10:33 GMT
293 Cause the Lord made me hard to handle 03/07/2005 08:14 GMT
294 Not sure...but I'm okay 30/06/2005 11:13 GMT
295 N/A 30/06/2005 04:15 GMT
296 Flustered as wsh would say 29/06/2005 07:02 GMT
297 N/A 27/06/2005 11:25 GMT
298 Sole problem: Me 27/06/2005 11:16 GMT
299 Pieces 24/06/2005 12:12 GMT
300 Wooooooork out 24/06/2005 06:28 GMT
301 I miss you 23/06/2005 10:52 GMT
302 N/A 23/06/2005 09:44 GMT
303 ug 21/06/2005 11:42 GMT
304 Some Amazing Quotes... 20/06/2005 12:47 GMT
305 The boy who blocked his own shot 20/06/2005 11:05 GMT
306 unforgetable 20/06/2005 01:15 GMT
307 newold 16/06/2005 09:29 GMT
308 Summer 15/06/2005 04:03 GMT
309 the shell 14/06/2005 11:40 GMT
310 It was him 14/06/2005 11:25 GMT
311 fading 14/06/2005 11:15 GMT
312 From NC 14/06/2005 10:54 GMT
313 answers and soap 12/06/2005 11:16 GMT
314 Passion 11/06/2005 10:48 GMT
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