aww, r u okay? maybe scared, he might leave u ?

something happen in the past?

My Secret:

I had to say good-bye.

its okkk..

u should move on with ur life..

there's no use ..for u to hang on a relation thats over ...

hope for ur best ...

life is like dat....!!

  anywez hw ru takin it?? hope evytin wil turn out k..

That's truly beautiful. It's so how I'm feeling right now.

Keep writing... Xx.

I really love it...

What color is your bra today?
pink

Do you straighten your hair?
not every day but yea i do

Do you worry about the size of your boobs?
umm the size is fine right now so no i dont really worry

Whats your favorite girly magazine?
umm i like seventeen

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( I did not read it..)

8. your mom goes to college?
Good one.

haha that just made me laugh for some
reason; i like this survey :)

WHAT YOU HAVE:
[x] You own over 10 bottles of nail polish
[ ] You own a designer purse
[ ] You own perfume that cost over $60
[ ] You have fake nails
[ ] You have a more body/hair products than you can use
[ ] Your pet is a chihuahua/Pomeranian/Siamese/Yorkie
[ ] You have clothes/shoes/accessories for your pet
[ ] You have enough clothes to cover an entire refugee camp.
[ ] You have enough pictures to create your own wallpaper.
[x] A pink comforter, walls or sheets. (Carpet, wall trim...ect)
Total so far: 2

Do you:
[ ] Spend more time at the mall than you do at home/work
[ ] Have a hair color that is not natural
[ ] have "blonde moments" at least once a day
[x] Buy stuff because it's awesome and then never wear it
[ ] Constantly keep your phone at your side
[x] Dance around in your room when nobody else is home
[ ] Have a name for your car
[x] Know what celebrity is dating who and who broke up this week
[ ] Refuse to go out in public without makeup
[ ] Prefer to be called "princess"
Total so far: 5

DO YOU ADORE:
[x] Makeup
[x] Glitter
[x] The Color Pink
[ ] Shopping
[ ] Jewelry
[x] Mirrors
[x] Chick flicks
[ ] Shoes
[x] Rainbows (real ones)
[ ] Unicorns
[ ] Disney Movies
[x] Candles
[x] Flowers
[x] Stuffed Animals
[ ] Purses
Total so far: 14

DO YOU SHOP AT:
[ ] Coach
[ ] Forever 21
[ ] Victoria's Secret
[ ] Guess?
[x] Claires
[ ] Express
[ ] Delias
[ ] MAC
[ ] Sephora
[ ] Bebe
[ ] dillards
Total so far: 15

DO YOU SAY:
[x] Biotch
[x] Whatever
[x] Oh my gosh/goodness
[x] Hon (hun)
[x] Fugly
[ ] That's hot
[ ] Dunzo
[ ] Darling (darlin')
[x] Psh
[x] Cutie (sometimes depends who it is)
[x] Hottie
[ ] Skank
[x] Totally
[x] For Sure
[ ] Fabulous
Total so far: 25

Do You Religiously Read:
[x] Cosmopolitan
[ ] Glamour
[ ] Marie Claire
[ ] Elle
[ ] Vogue
[ ] People
[ ] Us Weekly
[ ] Star
[ ] Self
[ ] PerezHilton.com
[ ] Dlisted.com
[ ] 17online.com
[ ] people.com
[ ] usmagazine.com
[ ] popsugar.com
Total so far: 26

Have You Seen:
[x] Legally Blonde
[ ] Elizabethtown
[x] Mean Girls
[ ] Now & Then
[ ] The Notebook
[ ] A Walk to Remember
[x] Sweet Home Alabama
[ ]Where the Heart is
[ ] Just my luck
[x] John Tucker Must Die
[ ] Centerstage
[x] Bring it On
[x] How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
[ ] Mona Lisa Smile
[ ] My Girl
Total so far: 32

Are you Addicted to...
[ ] America's next top model
[ ] Project runway
[ ] Desperate Housewives
[ ] The Simple life
[ ] 8th & Ocean
[ ] Sex & the city
[ ] Grey's Anatomy
[ ] The O.C.
[ ] Laguna Beach/The Hills
[ ] Nip/Tuck
TOTAL: 32

32, wow...I am so not a gurl..LOL I akm a gurl!!!

i heart this song. personally, i think they over played it and everyone was obsessed with it wayyyyyyyyy too much. rotfl. so yes. i still like it. i love it. rambing.

good..wait great...wait incredible!...wait...fantastic! wait...fantabulous!!!!!!!!! song

loves

aliic

It was just from a movie...

I think you took it way too literally and didn't understand it.

come read the entries in my diary.... I would love to have your comments.

jack

cute =)

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 I really enjoyed this survey and getting to know you better. You were very honest in your answers. 

  Best wishes,

    Jewel

I am too.

1. Single or taken?
--taken

2.Do you have a crush on anyone?
--its so much more than that

3. Do they know?
--yes, were together and im six weeks pregnant by him

4. Do you flirt a lot?
--only with my boyfriend

5. How many times have you dumped or gotten dumped by someone?
--ive been dumped twice, ive dumped 5 people and with one person it was a mutual decision

6. Do cheaters deserve a 2nd chance?
--maybe. depends if theyre sorry, if it happened more than once etc

7. Serious or Fun-loving?
--bit of both

8. Humor or Romance?
--both

9. Dark or light hair?
--dark

10.Shorter or taller then you?
--taller

11. Do you kiss strangers?
--no

12. DO YOU HUG STRANGERS?
--no

13. How long was your longest relationship?
--.6 months

14. Do you believe in kissing when you are not together yet?
--sure why not

16. Have you ever slept at a friend of the opposite sex's house?
--yes

17. Do you tell your friends they are hot?
--not hot, i tell them theyre pretty or beautiful

18. Would you rather have a sweet, clever guy/girl or a wild, funny guy/girl?
--the first one

19. Have you ever liked someone a lot (and they knew it) who didn't like you back?
--yes, Kenzie

20. Do you feel comfortable with joking with your friends who are the opposite sex?
--yes

21. Chocolates or flowers?
--chocolates

22. Have you ever been in the friends-with-benefits situation?
--no

23. Teddy Bear or Card?
--teddy bear

24. Would it be sweet or annoying if someone of the opposite sex called just to say hi?
-- sweet

25. Ever felt like your girlfriend/boyfriend didn't like you?
--no

26. Ever been cheated on?
--no

27. Ever done the cheating?
--once but that wasnearly 10 years ago now

28. Ever cried over a break up?
--yes

29. Ever kissed or hugged your girlfriend/boyfriend in front of a teacher and got in trouble?
--yes i have but why on earth would you get in trouble for that!?!

30. Do you believe in miracles?
--nah

31. Is it easy for you to get over people who were special to you?
--no

32. Have you ever made a birthday wish or blew on a dandelion?
--yes

33. Have you ever had a broken heart?
--yes

Cool survey!!

1. Single or taken?
--Both

2.Do you have a crush on anyone?
--Sometimes.

3. Do they know?
--Hope not.

4. Do you flirt a lot?
--Sometimes unintentionally.

5. How many times have you dumped or gotten dumped by someone?
--Let´s say I have been down both roads more than I bargained for.

6. Do cheaters deserve a 2nd chance?
--NOPE. And I am one, so let´s pray none of my girls find out

7. Serious or Fun-loving?
--Both.

8. Humor or Romance?
--Both.

9. Dark or light hair?
--Not care much as long as the body is HOT.

10.Shorter or taller then you?
--Short short I love petite

11. Do you kiss strangers?
--If they let me kiss them for sure!

12. DO YOU HUG STRANGERS?
--Yeah,

13. How long was your longest relationship?
--6 years, still going (poor girl).

14. Do you believe in kissing when you are not together yet?
--I believe in one night stand, so go figure!

16. Have you ever slept at a friend of the opposite sex's house?
--Yeah, but not so much sleep though, if you know what I mean.

17. Do you tell your friends they are hot?
--Depends on who it is.

18. Would you rather have a sweet, clever guy/girl or a wild, funny guy/girl?
--Sweet, so I don´t get headaches. I will put the wild part.

19. Have you ever liked someone a lot (and they knew it) who didn't like you back?
--Every day.

20. Do you feel comfortable with joking with your friends who are the opposite sex?
--Yep.

21. Chocolates or flowers?
--Cookies with chocolate inside.

22. Have you ever been in the friends-with-benefits situation?
--Yep. Great times.

23. Teddy Bear or Card?
--Neither. Just give me the sex.

24. Would it be sweet or annoying if someone of the opposite sex called just to say hi?
--Depends on the time and the person. Call me in the middle of something and I could kill you. 

25. Ever felt like your girlfriend/boyfriend didn't like you?
--Yes.

26. Ever been cheated on?
--Not to my knowledge.

27. Ever done the cheating?
--Yep.

28. Ever cried over a break up?
--Yeah, even recently.

29. Ever kissed or hugged your girlfriend/boyfriend in front of a teacher and got in trouble?
--I don´t mix pleasure and school/work.

30. Do you believe in miracles?
--I believe that we make miracles.

31. Is it easy for you to get over people who were special to you?
--My love and hate capacities are almost unlimited

32. Have you ever made a birthday wish or blew on a dandelion?
--Silly question.

33. Have you ever had a broken heart?
--Yeah, to the point of suicide.

1. Single or taken?   Single

2.Do you have a crush on anyone?  Very much

3. Do they know?  Probably

4. Do you flirt a lot?     Not really

5. How many times have you dumped or gotten dumped by someone?  None

6. Do cheaters deserve a 2nd chance?  Yes, but that's all

7. Serious or Fun-loving?    Fun Loving

8. Humor or Romance?   A little of both

9. Dark or light hair?  Either is nice, but the girl I like now is light haired

10.Shorter or taller then you?  Again, either way

11. Do you kiss strangers?   Not often, I did once and she wouldn't leave me alone after that

12. DO YOU HUG STRANGERS?  Sometimes

13. How long was your longest relationship?     I haven't really ever had one.

14. Do you believe in kissing when you are not together yet?    No

16. Have you ever slept at a friend of the opposite sex's house?   Yes

17. Do you tell your friends they are hot?   No

18. Would you rather have a sweet, clever guy/girl or a wild, funny guy/girl? I think i'll go with Sweet and clever

19. Have you ever liked someone a lot (and they knew it) who didn't like you back?   Yes

20. Do you feel comfortable with joking with your friends who are the opposite sex?  Sure

21. Chocolates or flowers?    Flowers, they can't make you fat

22. Have you ever been in the friends-with-benefits situation?  Never

23. Teddy Bear or Card?   Teddy bear, give them something to hug when I'm not there

24. Would it be sweet or annoying if someone of the opposite sex called just to say hi?   Sweet, even better if I liked them 

25. Ever felt like your girlfriend/boyfriend didn't like you?    Never had one

26. Ever been cheated on?   No

27. Ever done the cheating?    No

28. Ever cried over a break up?   Never been there

29. Ever kissed or hugged your girlfriend/boyfriend in front of a teacher and got in trouble?  Nope

30. Do you believe in miracles?    Yes

31. Is it easy for you to get over people who were special to you?   No

32. Have you ever made a birthday wish or blew on a dandelion?    Yes

33. Have you ever had a broken heart?   Sadly yes.

Spiritsfire

I loved your "I love list"!  Glad to read someone being grateful.

  Have a blessed night,

       Jewel

What exactly do you mean by "Run away from reality?"

Sex is a very small part of life, it shouldn't be your whole life.

Spiritsfire

Like I said it was very unpopular.

Spiritsfire

I have very unique thoughts about sex and some might even say unpopular.

My advice would be to avoid sex at all costs. It will cause nothing but troulbe. Don't try to protect yourselves just run away.

Devote yourselves to your studies. Make something of yourself.

You could share this with your school mate but they might look at you funny.

Just tell them that a 25 year old sent you this.LOL

Spiritsfire

I have been a victim of many things but I have had good things happen to me also. I could go around telling the world that I am a victim but I'm not. I gave that up a long time ago. It seemed like when I did tell others that I was a victim it would lead to more situations where I would be victimized and now that I've turned away from that I am a better person.

It has been said, "Those who do not learn from the past are doomed to repeat It." but it seems to me that if you focus too much on your past it will only drag you back down to it.

Spiritsfire

1. Where is your dad right now?   In his room watching tv 

2. Last time you kissed someone?  Does my cat count? I kissed her on her forehead just a little bit ago.

3. What is something you've learned about yourself recently?    That I am really great with accents.

4. What color is your watch?   Silver

i'm sorry thats sad... i am starting high school soon and wish i was back in middle school... i am really nervous....

You make me miss home sooo bad! I use to stay Scotland co NC I miss the pines.The sand,Wiper wil. God the nights i felt so empty i should have felt full! You never know how good a place is till you leave it.......Thanks for the memory's

hmm, thats so romantic...

theres this girl chelsea like that.
only she doesnt know shes beautiful

<3 alena

I'm sorry. I'm pretty pissed too right now.

The thing with the boyfriend is going. It hasn't happened since I talked to him about how rediculous it is. But still... it's hard to be with someone, to be deeply in love with someone that you don't understand and who doesn't understand you. And we both admit that we don't understand the other person.

I don't know what love is supposed to be in the long term or what I'm supposed to expect out of a partner. Should it be enough that we have a great time with each other, and treat each other over-the-top-kind-of-good?

Go boating, play pool and bowl with friends, take a pretty hike in the woods...

I have a request for you though. Could you please read my most recent entry and let me know what you think about the issue I bring up there? I don't ask for this often, but I'm at the end of my rope. Thank you.

Maybe you should ask the sexualadvisor, she's the only one I know of who would be able to give you a good answer.

Audrey

Go with the community college. Every person who went with community college, and then went to a university had these advantages:

1. More personal contact with professors, which equates into, actually, a better education.

2. A higher GPA by junior year. Much higher. Universities try to weed you out in the first two years. I constantly read my boyfriend's stuff from the UW, and everyone going to the UW says "The entry level classes suck. Half of the time, there isn't even a place to sit. There are 600 people in a psychology/ english/ beginning college math classes, and they tend to be  distracting and talk during class", which you wouldn't see at a community college level.

If I had all the money in the world, I would not spend my first two years of college at a University. Please think about it.

Are you planning on giving this to him , or was it just for your own reference?

Quitting your job your senior year of high school is an excellent idea. I regret working and not having time to enjoy that year.

Yay, I'm 11.  You don't mind do you? 

I turn 12 in February.  I can't wait!!  I asked my Pastor's younger son how old I looked.  And he said I looked 13.  Isn't that weird?!!    You should see my pictures.  Seriously, I look, like, 10.  I think anyway.  I don't know how to get into our picture thing and copy a picture but I'll try sometime.  Well, I gotta get ready for bed.  I just came back from club.  I need to get ready for bed so I can get up early tomorrow.  Ok, I'll be back!!

Beth

where do i start, my children, my family, my husband, my friends, the ability to feel and touch, taste, intimacy, love, or any feelings for that matter, bleeding, dreaming, singing, there would be so so much to miss..thats why you should relish in all feelings even the painful ones... after all atleast tears means your still alive...and breathing and feeling sounds stupid but its true

Not being able to feel...

a lot of things i guess

Oh, your 18.  I'm 11.  You probably WOULDN'T play soccer when your older.  Unless you were a professional soccer player of course.  Since your graduating you probably won't be commenting people and making entries anymore.  If you still are going to that's awsome!! But you may not after a while. 

Beth

Oh, well thats not to far.  I don't think anyway.  Do you live by a lake called Lake Ann?  There is a camp there.  Its really fun.  I've been to it twice.  So do you play soccer?

Beth

I play AYSO soccer.  Its in South Haven of course.  I'll look on a map.  Ann Arbor sounds familiar to me.  But I don't exactly know where it is.  Do you live by Lake Michigan?

Beth